This is meant to be for my own independence. I want to write without shyness about entry into the third of the thirds of my life.
I noticed that I am restless and stormy inside because I have realized that this is it!! I am seriously entering my crone years. I found refuge from the demons of youth in my career as a welfare worker. the discipline was hard for me and I lacked the social awareness that would have helped me to be successful but I loved the work and I loved the identity.
I knew that it was time for me. I was a good worker/not perfect/reliable but I missed my peers and could not relate to the Uranus in Cancer kids and then from then on the kids born in the 60's and 70's and even at the end the 80's.
I couldn't get a transfer back to Hall St and 13th St out of the question. I would never have gone out to Antioch and the "phone bank".
So I retired and I still know that I was ready and there is enough money to make it work and there are issues inside that want to be seen and heard and I want to record this if I can get over the stink of narcissm-all my life paying attention to my subjective state and searching there for meaning within. As one would expect I guess when looking at my chart.
About Me
- Singing Sparrow
- I almost always write in the early morning. I am an aging hippie living with my husband lover, my adult daughter,my almost adult granddaughter looking for her first full time job and my almost teenage grandson and my sister who is 11 months the younger. As the world prepares for a righteous struggle for individual independence and the correcting of the power of corporations to tell how, where and even when to live i seek the lower level where gardens grow and children learn. +++
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