So yesterday was so rough-no money yet and $20 from J so B could get cigarettes and then I aate at the Dr appt since I was there so long because I had to get the knee x rayed. I beleive thaat money will be in the account today.
The news for my beloved California is so grim. I don't know why "the people allow Schwarzenegger to get what he wants over and over. this can't be what the public wants. the public needs help with elder care, with childcare, with education for children, with mediccal expences,with housing. The governor is so proud to cut educaation and open a NEW DEATH CHAMBER!! Is this some type of bizarre chamber of horrors?I try to remind myself not to hate him because he thrives on my hatred. The dark and destructive energies that fuel his intellect feed on the anquish and hatred his actions elicit so the best defence against him and his fellows is to stay positive and to pray.
Irritated with my sister. I awakened froma dream wherein whe was faking disability in order to get attention because she felt ignored and now when she just got up I sstill feel that frustration and impatients with her. Not quite fair but there it is. Need to review what is irratating me so much-I guess it is worry about her. she doesn't want to go with me when I go out but then she feels sorry for herself.
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